Please subscribe to see my newest videos on my journey! We are TTC after a second trimester missed miscarriage in early October. This is our 4th cycle trying and I’m on CD 12 waiting for ovulation. Thank you so much for watching, commenting and subscribing. I answer all my PMs so if you have questions or suggestions you can PM me as well. I also have a blog called “Maternal Vent” that I update more frequently than my vlog (simply because my internet quota isn’t huge) so if you want to know more about what I’m up to then read this: racheousb.livejournal.com Much love Rachel
11. January 2009 at 4:45 pm
I wish you the best of luck in your journey. I am currently trying to decide whether or not we are ready to try again after our third loss. Best wishes!
Sasha
11. January 2009 at 9:51 pm
Much love Sasha…
14. January 2009 at 10:32 pm
tons and tons of baby dust to you! so glad to see your doing vids again!
16. January 2009 at 2:17 pm
I was very moved by your vids and I am thrilled to see you trying and staying positive. I am on cd 8 and on 50mg of Clomid. This is my first month using Clomid. I had my tubes tied 15 years ago and had a reversal a year ago. Since then we have been TTC for 6 months and our doctor prescribed Clomid for us. I like your advise and can’t wait for your next vid. Thank you and BABY DUST TO ALL THOSE WITH BABIES ON THE BRAIN.
17. January 2009 at 10:29 am
Thank you! I really enjoy it but I’ve lost the charger to my camera so it’ll be a bit before I update. It’s a negative this month tho
17. January 2009 at 10:30 am
Good luck with your journey and I hope you get what you’re waiting for!
21. January 2009 at 4:34 pm
Hello, I had a second trimester missed miscarriage about a month after yours. Your bravery was very inspirational to me. This month is my first month trying again. I wish you all the best and thank you for sharing, I think it is helpfull to a lot of people.
21. January 2009 at 4:37 pm
P.S. Can you please tell me how you are able to tell when you ovulate? Thanks
22. January 2009 at 10:41 am
I have pm’d you hun. I’ll talk about this in my next vid once my camera if fixed
24. January 2009 at 12:03 pm
Good luck this time round hun! You seem really strong considering what u’ve been thru so its awesome that ur staying positive! I got my first positive ovulation test this cycle (since over a year) so will see what happens!! Will do an update bout it asap…my cameras broken aswell lol. All the best
24. January 2009 at 12:07 pm
Thanks hun… I’ll hopefully fix my camera soon. I’m on CD 3 now Cycle 5. Blah… feeling positive though
29. January 2009 at 12:53 am
I’m so sorry, and I remember the waiting and wanting to conceive, it’s so hard. I just miscarried with my 1st at 12wks…3 wks ago. I’m still struggling to heal. Senting lots of baby dust your way, GL!!!!
29. January 2009 at 2:07 pm
Thank you so much. I am so sorry for your loss. I’ve PMed you…
4. February 2009 at 3:02 pm
We’re waiting to hear an update from you!
4. February 2009 at 10:01 pm
Hey gorgeous. I’m so glad your doing vids again. I’ll be watching and sending you my positive vibs. I know your a huge thinker and planner… but try not to think about it too much.
) Big hugs xoxoxo P.S: I can’t beleive how much of the same things we both like. I’m so into True Blood at the moment and reading the 4th book of Twighlight series. OMG it’s getting so full on. She just gave birth… AAhhhhh!!!! chat soon xoxo
18. February 2009 at 12:38 am
God please be with her and help her continue to heal from her greif, emotionally and phically. Let her feel that you and all the veiwers, he family and friends, everyone is wishing nothing but the best for her and her husband. Bless her with a healthy life inside of her. Bless her with health. Please Lord be with her on this jorney and let her be one of the lucky women to present and cherish life to this world. She wants this and is ready for it. Thank you Jesus, I know you will do best!
6. March 2009 at 1:34 am
I am so glad to see you back and making more video’s I really did miss you. You may not know me,but I have kept up with all of your video’s and I will and I am certainly pray for you. I have lost a child and I know exactly how you feel. Things are going to go great I just know it
Kendra
7. March 2009 at 3:25 am
my sister lost her baby when she was 14th weeks. its been very hard for her and us because we don’t know how to help her. you see she is in another country. she has postdepression after she lost her son. how are you feeling and how can i help my sister.
16. March 2009 at 11:53 pm
I am so sorry for your loss
5. September 2009 at 3:39 am
Another Aussie mum
yay
27. October 2009 at 4:31 pm
So sorry for your loss. Sending lovely thoughts your way.
28. December 2009 at 10:34 pm
sorry for you loss, i lost a baby in Aug, and we are just now TTC again.
21. January 2010 at 1:47 pm
you’re Inspiring sweety, sorry to hear about your loss. But thankfully you were blessed with a new miracle. I also live in Australia too
my Fiance’ and i are soon to be TTC 
im 22 at the moment (23 this year) your vids are so up-lifting! thanks for posting! i hope i can be brave enough to post some Vlogs for when we start! 
Much Love hun!! you’re amazing
23. February 2010 at 7:21 pm
I lost my first almost 2yrs ago… I’ve been ttc and been unsuccessful but everything happens for a reason and just keep your head up n pray… Time will come when you’ll be blessed with another miracle
14. April 2010 at 3:17 am
Your story is inspiring! I have a similar one…. I got pregnant for the first time, and then at 6 weeks they said my baby was dead. My body didn’t figure it out. The blood tests showed it was growing, but very very slowly and had no heartbeat.
It took three weeks until they finally did the D&C. It’s been 4 months and we want to try again. I’m sooo scared!